Lately I've been captivated by the idea of the past. The finale of one of my favorite shows "Scrubs" triggered more thought about my past, my present and my future. I have this desire to relive my earlier moments whether glorious or mundane. Nostalgia is that unscratchable itch. Actually I would consider it more of a tickle. The reason being that even though I'm keen on scratching it, there is some form of pleasure I get by it being present, regardless of the fact that I can't actualize my nostalgic desires. My guts are wrapped up and convulsing in this dream of being where i have been so that i can be who i have been. I feel like I take solace in my past so as not to live in fear of my future. But change will always beat nostalgia. The old will pass and the current will be and the new will come. Who knows? Being nostalgic maybe the worst thing you can do with your time, but as for me I think I'll be just fine dreaming for yesterday and praying for tomorrow.
Colter
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